Thursday, December 30, 2010

what does today hold?.....

hello.

I've been thinking a lot. Since yesterday through music, tears, and prayer, I thought about how I should change my perspective. You see, I hate waiting, and I have the worst patience ever. As I have learned hate can also be fear. I'm always scared if I wait that I'll miss out on something great and fun. As the quote goes "he or she who hesitates is lost" I am working on being patient, but I don't know how it'll work. I'm scared if I am too patient I'll miss out. But I know not being patient isn't a good thing either. Patience and self-control go hand-in-hand, so, I need to learn both as Paul says in Galatians 5 which are some the fruits of the spirit. The impatience is fear I'll miss something, and possibly not trusting God. When I went to the retreat, I learned love is "content" so I need to be content with what I am blessed, and let me tell you I'm blessed with a lot.

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