patience....

hi!

I'm just having a hard time with patience. He didn't ask to meet me again, and hasn't really texted me, so, I take that as a sign that he only wants to be friends. sigh. You meet a guy with everything you want (minus the drinking every once in awhile) and he's not interested. Story of my love life....

I'm trying to optimistic and pray about the whole thing. It's just very frustrating. I've known him for four months. Yes, he's not perfect, but I like I said...he's everything I want...

People tell me all the time that there will "a perfect" time and the "perfect person" and you'll know he's your "soulmate" I seriously want to throw up when I hear those words.

I'm also struggling on managing emotions...I want to be a calm person, not crying a lot.

Anyway, I know you're probably thinking I'm overreacting (which I might be) but I'm praying ways to improve myself as a young woman after God's own heart, and I'm sure I need to work on my patience. Okay, goodnight ya'll! Faith.