Saturday, April 30, 2011

We have could of had it all....

wow, it's been two weeks!

anyway, I've been busy with school. Best semester since my first. I've switched my major to paralegal studies. I've decided to get my associates then take a year or two off working for either the Mennonite or the Brethren then possibly going for my bachelors at either Peirce or Central Penn because they are online. I don't think marriage is on the table till later in life or maybe not at all...we'll see.

The guy I was telling you about whose mom and sister wanted me to be with I asked him out. He said though I was an amazing girl he wasn't romantically interested. It was funny I went to Good Friday service at his church and I was trying to avoid him and I was going to the bathroom we almost head-butt I kind of knew it and he was like "sorry...hi Faith" and I quietly said "hi!" but it was a blow to me because I can imagine life with him. It would be crazy and fun. you might think it's a start but I think he'll meet his girl when she walks in the church and that's it. I'm still pretty hurt by it. I can't understand what's wrong with me! I feel like my romance button is off. But I decided for now to just be friends with the guys.

I have a great group of friends who don't judge or pressure me to date! They like me for me. I'm so excited because I get to see fast five with Stef and Jason, good friends of mine. I go to the most hilarious bible study. They are amazing.

Tonight is the banquet for CEF. I just found I'm the official camp photographer and I'm excited though I know my co-worker who loves photography will not like that. She is told she is great at everything and now....my boss says I'm a good photographer. I remember when I was younger I wanted to a photographer but photography is a dying art and I felt discouraged because anyone can pick up a camera and they are a good photographer. I hope to take photography classes and teach people photo classes on the side when I'm a paralegal.

I also hope to find an apartment in the Southern Schuylkill, Northern Berks/Lebanon area and attend the church where they have Loft. Those are very loose plans because God can change them anytime soon.

Anyway, I speak for CEF tomorrow at my church then for Rachel's graduation! I need to start practicing.

God bless! Faith.

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