Longing/love

hi!

It's almost Autumn which is my favourite season. I would love to name my daughter that but I don't know if that's a good idea or not....we'll see.

Anyway, Jason said he'd help with the reception, which should be interesting. My parents are funny. They can't wait to meet my friends. Well, the shower #2 planning is going well. Though not a lot of people are coming. But anyway,

tomorrow is my short day. There's a school where I could become a tax preparer but it's $99 dollars and it's Monday/Wednesday nights so I would like to learn a new skill and because I have to take accounting for my degree anyway; it would give me basic knowledge of accounting, which I hope to take in Fall 2012 or even summer 2012.

So, we'll see. It's a seasonal job as well.

I'm excited for this week!: Friday is loft with a guest speaker, Saturday bible study and sleepover with Stef, then Sunday is loft church. Though, I will say, I hope I don't see Ben Sunday....I didn't say anything nasty or mean (well, possibly but not this time) and sent him.... a letter.....I want to know why in the world he won't talk to me, and I told if he writes back and tells me why, then I will let it go. I promised him....I apologized but I told him I need to know.

Anyway, I've decided to let the LORD lead more in my life.

It's a raining day and I love listening to quiet, soft music when it's like this, for instance Norah Jones "come away with me" or classical or George Winston or Louis Armstrong or The Holiday soundtrack, and the list goes on.....


I could also drink dark hot chocolate....mmm! I'm doing some shopping tomorrow after school. I need to get winter boots, fall shoes, look at decorations for Rachel's shower, and come....sadly my car's still in the shop...still trusting the LORD even when it's hard.

If the rain is a little bit more gentle I might take a walk because I haven't gotten my scooter yet. I'll ask it for a Christmas present. I wish I could ask for a car, but I'm just praying for help....

anyway, I need to do stuff. I feel like taking a walk...

talk to you later!

Faith.

PS: title from a piece by George Winston.