rain, rain, rain!

Hi!

Today went well for me; school was great, my baby boy Tanner is home with me, but my poor parents! Since you know my Dad's a pastor his church is being a pain in the balaam's butt! LOL (inside joke) in KJV, it says Balaam's a**, lol.

Meanwhile, my mom who works as an assistant manager, a co-worker of hers bailed out an hour before work, which has a four before call off policy. Everybody gave her a hard time, and wanted her to work from 5am till 11pm (she was only suppose to work till 3pm) stupid people....

Today probably my letter to Ben is either in his hands or still in the mailbox; I feel much better about it. I hope he responds because I want closure....I need assurance that if he doesn't like me, I can move on.

I read this good article called Beyond 'Looking' Desperate on the website Boundless.org, which I quote from it:

"The Gospel changes everything. It's not a means to an end for enjoyable dating or for finding a great spouse, but Jesus' intervention into our desperate lives reaches us where we are. It saves us from the desperation that lingers even when we try to hide it. Only He can save us from striving in our own strength and understanding, from trying to exaggerate our strengths and camouflage our weaknesses so someone will love us, or from looking for another person to be our "ultimate source of meaning and happiness"

I found it very encouraging. Like anything else, I pray about.


it's raining and people are complaining...but once snow comes...people will be like "I prefer rain!"

Anyway, what else? I made chocolate cake from scratch and I'm making nutella with premade crust and non-premade crust....

okay, bye! Faith.