where do I go from here?

hi.

I've messed up so much today. Someone hates my guts, another one only considers me a friend. At least Janelle and I went to Olive Garden and just talked.


I don't know what to do next except go to school tomorrow, work Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday, have Thanksgiving and Loft in between.

I know one thing.....I'm not going to open myself ever again. People say stuff, but don't mean it....so why trust them? (except Stef, Grace, and Janelle)


I'm never getting married...guys today say careless things and don't think about it....

I'm dead serious too....not being dramatic. Save the hassle; at least cars and houses don't talk at all.


Faith.