Saturday, January 7, 2012

Selfishness should be forgiven....

hi!

it's been a busy last couple days. Good new years' day :) spent it sleeping over with Janelle, then church.


I've been looking for a job, reading, spending time with friends. Learned to line dance and I love it!

On Monday, we went hiking and line dancing. Thank goodness, line dancing isn't that far from my house!

I have to go to my parents' church tomorrow. I don't hate it, but since attending loft, I am ghost there and it's awkward.

Monday I have to see my grandmother. My mom keeps telling me that I don't have to go anymore, but she's like "last time" but I told them when I'm at school-(actually living there) 1) I won't really have time with friends 2) I won't spend more time with her. I have Helen and I am fine with that.

Wednesday I go for books! (wow, school starts next week!)

Ben leaves for school, but I actually look back and even though we have the same goals in the future, it's just one of those things where it didn't work.

I hope I meet a guy who falls in love with me and is sincere. Not flirty, but sincere. He'll have to do more than sweet-talk. After Ben, it'll be hard to be either cynical or wise.

If he truly cares, he'll ask me out, that's how I will determine it all.


anyway, need sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. I get to have pizza hut tomorrow and spend time with my kindle! My kindle is da the greatest thing!


"Selfishness should be forgiven for there is no hope for a cure"---Mansfield Park

'Night! Faith.

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