winter jams...

hi!

Winter jam is soon....I'm praying I can get in this year! Only Stef and I are going because Janelle and Jason cannot make it :(

Anyway....today I met with Elizabeth (my second mom) and had lunch at Olive Garden. I had a panini, soup, and tiramsu '(of course, salad and breadsticks)

Then my mom and I went to Barnes and Noble, where I got my heaven in a cup (aka salted caramel mocha) but I saw something unique that I'd love a guy to get me for V-Day: It was a red box where it had a little book with fortunes (I love fortune cookies) and a metal fortune cookie shaped into a heart. Def beats chocolate and red roses (which I don't red; yellow or white for the win!)

Anyway, I have decided to build an igloo around my heart and there's no way of melting it or breaking unless the guy gives 100% into winning me. He has to do more than buying me something like a soda, opening the door, and complimenting my hat; he will have to go beyond my expectations and be creative, and clever.

I probably revealed too much and some player will do all that crud so he can get some attention after the girl of his dreams breaks his heart. Well, player, you got it wrong.

I am so tired of Christian guys; not one guy thinks I am attractive. All they tell me is I suck, I'm complicated, insult my high school credentials, and will become the crazy cat lady. No wonder none of them have girlfriends.

All guys want girls like their guy friends. They hunt, fish, rock climb, hike, line dance, play volleyball, soccer, listen to Country, hate romantic films and books, prefer action and comedy movies, don't wear make up, drive stick shift, drink alcohol, and take their jokes and will joke/flirt back.

Out of all the guys I know, two are laid back, funny, positive, and nice to talk to. I can relax; I don't walk on egg shells around them nor do I expect them to insult me. If guys knew to be like that, they'd def have girlfriends.

But due to the fact I only hike, line dance, play soccer, don't wear make up, would like a nicer car, used to fish, and take their jokes to a certain point, as Jason says, I am in training to become a crazy cat lady.

My friend Vanesca even said never to dream of an romantic date; she only knows five nice guys and the rest are scum. When she said it, Lance, Travis, Jason and I did not know what to say. You could hear crickets.

Antway, (I did that on purpose) enough on dating....my new years' resolution was to not have a boyfriend this year; I did not say that so a guy comes into my life. I really mean it. I have a secret plan if I don't get married at 30 years of age, which due to education, career, and dating trends, that's when I'll get married.

I cannot wait to escape my pain with seeing beauty and the beast in 3D (with a short Tangled film!) eat Chinese with Janelle, and then hopefully Stef and I can spend time together at winterjam. I haven't spent time with her in forevar. Then loft where there is no pressure to date and no Jason drama.

On Monday, I have an job interview with a bank, and I have applied to four jobs as well. Praying, praying, praying. Also, there's a jeep wrangler nearby for sale, but if it weren't for gas and being stick shift, and probably price, I'd buy it. As long as the next car works, I'm content.


Need to sleep...busy day ahead of me.!

Sorry for soo much whining! I know spending great time with Janelle and Stef, then loft group will help me to have a great time!

Night!