another Wednesday...another day....

Hi!

I went to the dentist and yup, I need wisdom teeth surgery. Stinks, but people tell me it'll go well.

Last night, I was listening to Pastor Bob's sermon on husbands, and I have to admit, I started to cry.

I cried, because I'm never going to find a husband...or even a boyfriend. I know I'm only 20, going to school, and have great friends, but I don't get a lot of encouragment. I only get "just wait...or in time, he'll come" I know it sounds dumb, but I would like some encouragment about me. I always wonder, why am I not attracting any guys? Is it my fault? Am I not interesting? I wish a guy could tell or encourage me....I am just lost why guys don't like me.

I have two girlfriends who guys fall over. Both love the LORD; one will do crazy things and is not sensitive, the other one works at a brewery and is going to be a teacher. I guess they're the dream girls for guys?

I don't want to be them though. I like doing crazy things and I like kids, but I want to be me, not them!

I've kind of decided to block guys. I've been wounded enough to realize guys aren't really worth it. All they do is lead you on, then break your heart. While the good Godly dudes, typically are already taken or pinning after their ex or don't have any interest at all. period.

I'm the too late girl. Guys are either dating or pinning.

So, I realize, God and I finally agree with those plans. He doesn't want me to date and I don't want to date either, so it's all good.

but at least I'm spending time with my besties Janelle and Jason....watching Johnny English and playing board games :D

Okay, talk to you later!

Faith.