hi!
I have to admit, with my fianicial aid, I have to pay back but I didn't want to because I don't have the money. I can't wait to start at the Bon-ton, then next semester I'm going to take online classes, which makes me happy :).
But back at the subject, I didn't want to fess up to owing money....there's a lot of insecurities, doubts, and worries coming in my head right now. How am I going to do it? Why was I so stupid back then? Is God going to honor somebody wasn't going to say anything? I hardly doubt it. He's probably going to punish me one way or another, and He's probably laughing at me right now.
I wish I could go back to the past and fix what happened, but wouldn't we all want to do that?
Anyway, I am praying and I am thankful He helped me find a job even though I might miss out on friend stuff like loft and the winter retreat, at least I can go to the summer retreat and save up more money for Paris :).
Today Rach is coming up to talk to Jason and Stef, which I'm excited for my family to meet my friends and curious to see what they'll think of my friends. I can't believe she's getting married Saturday! It's amazing how times flies.
I'm going to pray and ask the LORD He can help me in His way, just most of the time I don't understand it. Anyway, need to go do stuff!
Bye! Faith.
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