Proverbs 17:14

Sometimes I care too much. Sometimes I am too nosy. Sometimes I let my tongue wag. A lot of times, I say the wrong thing at the wrong time.

Lately, I realize as I get closer to being 21 (15 days!) I realize I need to be more mature. I need to stop being so childish. I am going out to the real world this October. I will wear professional clothes to class. I will  live on my own for the next about two years since it's year round. I will need to cook on my own. I already clean but I should not be reminded all the time. I am required to volunteer so I will get involved somewhere. I need a job down in the area. I need a newer car. I need the LORD.

Sometimes, I am so excited to become an adult and live on my own, but sometimes I'm like, "holy crap, what am I doing?"

Sometimes, I wish I was an better an example of how Christ works in me. Sometimes, I fall short of the Glory. Sometimes, I let my secular side come out. Today, I will probably get yelled by my supervisor for not cleaning the whole department. I have five hours tonight to clean, all that lovely stuff.

Maybe I am like Anna, who instead of doing the right thing, gives into her desires. When she does, she suffers the consequences. Soon, people turn away and even the one person she loved, ignores her. Her life is forever changed.

Now, I won't do what she did at the end. I will just pray and read to learn to be more like Christ.

Anyway, need to get ready for work. I am hoping I will do well for the next job I apply to.

Good news I work the 4th and get time and a half, bad news is kind of messed up our plans for the holiday.

Okay, bye!----Faith.