this is sick being sick.....

hello!

Well, I had fun at the picnic. I rode on a motor scooter which was fun but scary at the same time because going up a huge hill at 30 miles per hour can be quite dangerous. I didn't go kayaking because I have a big fear of being stuck....caneoing is fine, not kayaking.....

Everything has been weird. People have been weird. Loft Church is still tensed which includes tension from Loft peoples. People won't sit in the same row, talk to each other and just be weird in general....

Sometimes I wonder if I'm in the wrong when everyone else thinks it's okay....won't say what, but what happens when everyone thinks it's okay but you're the only one wondering if it's wrong?

I don't know. People won't give me answers that aren't sufficient.

I'm kind of sad people are being awkward or tense with one another and some are spreading gossip with one another.

I hope the tension dies soon.....tired of hearing crap from people and people instead of being civil being just straight jerks.....sometimes I wonder.....

I remember someone once discouraging Loft peoples to do one thing in the group and at the time, I thought it wasn't good advice, now, I realized it's amazing advice......

Oh, I'm sick! Fun stuff, eh?!

Okay, bye!

Faith.