Try

Hi!

Work was crazy! A lot of rude people; more than usual, haha!

Anyway, I am done for two weeks which will be nice since I get to see Rach and Stephen, eat Ethiopian food, possibly watch Harry Potter #1 or Silver Linings, and go contra dancing!

Then at the Post High retreat, we're going snowtubing!

SOO EXCITED for that! I can't wait to get sore and wet!

Anyway, I recently said that I was happy I was in the friend zone but people thought I meant I was having a pity party, degrading myself, or drawing attention to myself. I didn't mean it at all. I meant that I find the friend zone liberating because I don't have to be worried about what guys think about me!

It's relaxing, I can joke, insult, and have fun with the guys. It's freedom!

I realize that guys aren't attracted to me. Rachel can deny it, but it's true. Guys at Post High make it obvious that they don't like you and find other people to date. Nathan made it obvious and many other guys have made it obvious.

I pretty much have to have an asteroid coming my way in order for a guy to pay attention to me!

Seriously!

Anyway, the title is from Pink's awesome song "Try":

"Where there is desire

There is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame

Someone's bound to get burned

But just because it burns

Doesn't mean you're gonna die

You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try

Gotta get up and try, and try, and try

You gotta get up and try, and try, and try!" 

I am doing that. I am moving on and trying!

Okay, goodnight!

Faith.