All About Tonight....

hey!

Well, I am in a up-beat. Sorry for being moody; kind of a rough day.

However, when I started writing my own myth, I was so enjoying myself that I said "I need to get back to studying!" I had forgotten it was for world mythology!

I still do not like that class. However, it's over soon (Praise the LORD!) He's getting a big F on his big report card.


Anyway, I realized something: a friend of mine, has gotten engaged at age 19. Dated the guy for only a year and now is the planning.

My sister has gotten married at 22; I almost 22 and marriage scares the crap out of me!

But, I am content being single. I am not going to wallow in self pity.

I am reading awesome book by Chad Eastham called "The Truth About dating love & just being friends" and it's awesome because he had a section about being friends and he says it's actually a compliment when a guy says that. It's not insulting when somebody want to be your friend.

I realize that men are not machines. They just keep more inside than outside like us ladies do.

But I realize, Paris, India, mission trips, & other things are more important than dating, love, weddings, and marriages.

I am going to embrace my freedom. My freedom to move in and out of places. The freedom to go to the grocery store, hang out with friends, and be my own person. I don't want to be someone's elses; I want my identity in Christ.

Which speaking of, I am not doing a good job of. I am sorry for trashing people but anyway, I am going TO TRY to focus on my eating habits, soda reducing, and exercise more often.

Next term, after reading #6 and #7 of Harry Potter, I am going to read Toni Morrison novels. They looked interesting at the library today.

Okay, byez!

Faith.