Freindships

hi!

Well, lately, I have been thinking about the past. The past where every Sunday was a new adventure  We usually do something fun and crazy. We would laugh and have a good time.

But that never happens anymore. Ever since Pastor Bob left, all of have changed in one way or another. We don't do anything fun.

True that I am not at home either but even on breaks and they have busy jobs, the only true fun things I do with anybody is Janelle. The rest of my friends have boyfriends or girlfriends or just don't have that same friendship anymore.

That is why sometimes I want a boyfriend. Someone I can talk to and laugh with and have a good time with.

That is why sometimes I hate it when my friends are dating. They never have any time for you.

Honestly, it's not an personal attack on anybody. It's more of a frustration. I know people tell me I need to talk them and ask them, "Hey what's up?" but people are really oblivious to it and don't think there's anything wrong with your friendship with them.

You see, my love languages are affirmation and quality time. I need to be told that the person wants to spend time with me and I want them to spend time with me.

They're the worst love languages honestly. I'd love to have the love language of physical touch. That was my lowest score and I'm sure most guys want girls who are very physical.

But next term,  I need to find new friends at school. My roommates don't ask me to anything and the two girls I hang out with at lunch aren't very nice either.

I know a Christian girl who is nice but I never get the chance to hang out with her. I also know a really nice legal studies girl and a guy who are really nice. Nate and I are still not talking to each other.

But anyway, I am not here to bash, trash or attack anyone. I just get very frustrated sometimes and never quite sure how to communicate them except in a passive aggressive venting type of way.

But I am off to do homework. Two more weeks, then I am done!

-Faith.