"the landslide brought me down...."
Jason just told me Ben doesn't have any internet. The only way I can contact him is via the phone, and I hate phone calls. Plus, I don't have his number. I am just emotionally exhausted and I'm praying because I am at my wits' end. I am spinning in circles. In short, I am second guessing why I like Ben so much.....my mom made the point he's from a dysfunctional family and was exhausted on Sunday....I just wish I can talk to him. But I guess, it wasn't suppose to be....anything.
I'm tired but it's one of those I can't sleep type of tired. My friend Travis is holding me and everybody for that matter which I don't understand what's wrong....I have my suspicions but I could be wrong too.
I can't wait for movie night tomorrow at Jason's. We're playing games and watching tron. I can escape the Ben drama....talk to you later! Faith.
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