sometimes I wonder....
hi, I made a big mistake....
I wanted to hang out with Ben but he over slept so Jason is trying to help me but when Ben's tired, he doesn't want anything to do with me. So, it was Jason, Ben, and I at his house. I wasted a whole afternoon with Ben...
It hurts because Ben said people with bigger brains wouldn't like Lecrae and I love Lecrae. So, I'm insulted and I did call him out on it, then he tried to change it...but as one kids song goes "what goes in, will come out, garbage in, garbage out...."
So, anyway, done with work! Finally done with somebody who likes me as a person but not as a employee and yesterday was their picnic...their end of the summer celebration. I got a call from a place that has a office position and I'd be on a per diem basis. Praying I get it.....
but on the bright side, I went to purple door and I saw Lecrae, front row and I almost touched him when he passed by! He's amazing!
Red, Reilly, and House of Heroes did an amazing job but Lecrae topped them all!
Anyway, it's hurting because what person who likes you thinks you're not smart?! I'm still going to get stick shift lessons, but I'm actually really upset, and almost strongly hate him....simply you think someone likes you...then....you know what happens next...
Listening to Lecrae's song background reminds me of letting Him take control....
Jason and I are at a loss why we can't find people interested in either of us....I don't get it...
until next time....Faith
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