whatever the circumstance maybe.....

hi!

I've learned a lot these past couple weeks.

1. Not to care what others think, instead live more to please Jesus. I keep re-reading Philippians 3 and I am praying

2. Some situations are out of my control. I just need to rely on Him and focus on:

"I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength" Phil. 4:11-13.


I have learned about my angel on one shoulder and my devil on the other.

My angel is the logical, content, go with the flow and wants to enjoy life

My devil is the impatient, moody, scared of letting go of control and is afraid won't have what she wants

I think God is teaching me patience, especially with job hunting, dating, and education. I know He knows best but sometimes I forget or doubt those things


So, my next posts are going to be happy, exciting, and encouraging. I'm going to keep my sad thoughts in my regular journal. I don't want to make anybody sad or pity me.

Though I will say it's narcissitic to think a guy is going to fall in love with me....only the LORD knows and that's my last public thought about it. Those thoughts will be kept in a paper journal.


Off to bed. My car acted up and had to wait for Dad after working at the fair. I thought about these things while I was waiting for him....

Until next time

Faith :)