hi!
It hasn't been the greatest known morning in my household.
My mom's completely stressed over the fact the manager is not the most competent and most people want to work days, no nights! I don't mean third shift, but till 11pm shifts. Plenty of morning coverings but sadly, no people till 11pm.
Also, I'm going to an early crisis. I realize I am going to school, probably getting my real estate diploma, going to Paris and India, but what about afterward? Where am I going to live? Will I have a boyfriend/fiance? What's next?
I shouldn't worry about it but I am have a serious fear of dating. I realize I don't want a boyfriend but what if I want at one say at 25 but no guy is available? Do I hit the panic button?! Do I listen to the clock that haunts me sometimes?
People tell me you're never ready and people say at one point that you're ready; some people also tell me The Dark Knight Rises has a great plot and other people tell me it lacks plot. Who do I call? My mom? My friends? Ghostbusters?!
I need to pray and let go, as the bible (paraphrasing) "what's the point in worrying? Tomorrow will worry itself out"
Okay, need to find something to calm myself down! I keep saying I will finish "Anna Karenina" but I will finish by September because then, the movie comes out!
Faith.
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