hi!
I had a wonderful night. No drama, just good ole Christian fellowship with ice cream!
Since things have calmed down, I feel Post High is being led to the right path. It was great talking to the ladies and most of the guys.
It's been a couple of months of blood, sweat and tears at Kohl's, but finally leaving and starting a new job chapter that's lots closer and will help with gas money, I have peace that only comes from the LORD.
This morning, I asked the LORD to help me to let go of past comments. I am slowly doing so. I will make sure I will pray everyday because I don't want those comments to run my life. Only the LORD
You know lately I have been obsessing with a boyfriend, but tonight's discussion at Post High helped.
1. It's okay to make mistakes; don't be somebody who you are not.
2. Don't run your life around your boyfriend/girlfriend. Have fellowship with other people
3. Lastly, the most important thing is to have your relationship Christ-centered. If it's self centered, then it's going to be a reality shock.
I knew about dating an unbeliever (Bible says not to be un-yolked) and purity. Purity is important to me, but at the same time, whoever I meet, if he has said made past mistakes, repented, and does not pressure me, then I will be okay. The LORD looks as sin as sin. Nothing more, nothing less.
I realize even more I am not ready for a boyfriend. I like the idea of having a guy telling me sweet things, admiring me, but for long term, I do enjoy the freedom and fellowship with friends. Not being harassed all the time. I have many plans; whether or not the LORD changes them, that's up to Him. NOT ME! lol.
I am on a path of becoming a person, who though is not perfect, will be more herself. Praying that I will get to a place where I am completely myself and if somebody doesn't like ir, I will be nice but won't care what they care anymore.
Okay, off to bed, training tomorrow evening!
----Faith.
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