Field of Dreams

heyy!

Like I said, in my night class, we had to watch "Field of Dreams" and it was amazing!

We have to write a reaction paper to it and my reaction is:

I believe it is about the American Dream. Not having a lot of money but following your heart and your dreams and doing something that seems out of reach but works out in the end. Americans love that.

Americans love sports as well especially baseball and football.

It has to do somewhat with Heaven. In my opinion, everyone has their own vision of Heaven.

When someone loves doing something, sometimes people will say "they're in Heaven" or even "I'm in Heaven."

But it was a great movie and I'm happy we watched it.

In other news, my other class went well this morning; it was a little confusing but not as confusing as last week. I was sooo frustrated with Principles and Contracts, I nearly pulled my hair out.

What else? I realize I'm neither a country girl or city girl.

I love the country for the laid back, go with the flow, work hard but have fun at the same time, and everyone knowing each other but I love being close to things and being able to experience walking around the city. Plus, a lot of paralegal jobs are in cities.

As for music taste, I like all types. I don't think I'll ever be 100% country but I like it a lot better than before.

I do want a truck but not because it's cool but because I can haul all my crap/crud (pick your preference) around in one fell swoop.

I also like mini coopers and motorcycles, coffee shops, bookstores, and jazz music and all types of dancing.

So, where will I live? I leave that up to the LORD;

Before I decide where I want to live, I want to go to Paris and do other mission trips. I don't know if I want to go Widener to take those classes for paralegals or do something missions like.

But I know one thing: I don't think I will ever a country guy happy.

Here's what I've learned about most countries guys; they want girls who love John Deere, four wheeling, dirt biking, motorcycles, ice tea, loud, outgoing, fish, hunt, and willing to try new things. Not a quiet girl who loves law and reading books.

But yet, I don't think I can make a city guy happy; I'm not sophisticated, graceful, and I'm not the most politically correct. I sometimes refer to ladies as girls or will call someone who is African American "Black" because I'm not called German American or Irish American, I'm called white.

I do want to own a gun and I hope to do fishing again. One day anyway, lol.

So, in all honestly, I do believe maybe I'm not meant for any guy anyway. I mean, my one guy friend told it drove him crazy I was so quiet when he first met me that he remembers me not saying hi to him.

Now, he's pursuing, a very mature and outgoing young lady and I hope it works out for the both of them. I really do hope so.

I did like him but I realize, I'm not country or adventurous enough. If he asked me to jump off a building with him, I'd be like "well, what about the parachute?" or some safety him.

We're too opposite. Opposites do attract but not extreme ones!

My sister doesn't like the system of dating I have to deal with. She's says it's because guys are immature and insecure and don't know want what they want.

But I told her, I am picking my battles, and I throw in the towel for that one. If a guy likes, like my Dad liked Mom, and Stephen liked Rachel, then he'll ask me out too.

But until that day, I am going to make myself a better person and hopefully, will be able to volunteer more this summer at kids' clubs and at a law office and focus on studies since I have five CORE classes!

Okay, talk to y'all (lol) later!

Faith.