Settling for more!

heyyy ya'll!

You will all be proud of me!

I was kind of sort asked out by a guy who wanted to go on a non date as friends type of thing.

At first, I said yes.

Then he asked me, "aren't you settling?"

Later, I realize I was and texted him back:

Basically, I said I will do friends stuff with him when there's other people with us!

But I am putting my foot down when it's one on one opposite sex friend stuff.

I want to be on a real date. Not a phony!

If we don't, that's fine. I mean, for Heaven's sake, ask me out on a real date!

Not this "friend" crap!

So, I'm not settling for less. I'm settling for more.

You might think that sounds strange but let me explain:

I won't settle for someone like him who doesn't like the fact I'm quiet, who gave me a hard time at first for trying to make it real!

So, I also look at it as settling more for God's plans for my life.

Right now, the only thing I know is that I will graduate from school next year. But besides that, the rest is up to the LORD!

His plans for my life are greater than this guy who refuses to respect me as a person!

Whether or not I marry (most people believe I will and I'm sure I will be by 30). It's up to God!

So, whatever His plans, they're amazing and I can't wait to see them unfold!

At the end of the text, I asked him,

"is that settling for you?"

Goodnight ya'll!

Faith.