Enchanting Sixpence None The Richer: A Last Night Post

hi!

I'm sorry! I know I talk about the certain guy all the time, but I have been thinking about him.

I always have asked these questions myself:

First, off:

who? DUH!

But then:

What is he like?
Is he my age?
Is he in college? Graduated?
Did he even go to college?
What is he doing with his life now?
Is he dating someone else now? Engaged? Even Married?
Will he be divorced or widowed by the time I meet him? (Hey, it happens!) Most likely single though.
Is he a Christian? Is he not a Christian? Has he just become saved?

Also: is he thinking of these questions? Knowing most guys, NO! lol.

I know the guy won't complete me but I want to meet a guy who thinks I'm crazy cute, loves my quirks, and admires my faith, and considers room for more than friendship...even ASKS me out on a date and wants to spend time with me! Most of the guys I know make sure I am treated like of one the guys.

I am thankful for the majority of the crushes have not worked out but there were some I think if nurtured, would have blossomed.

But past is past, and I'm living in the present. LORD only knows who that dude is.

Will I get married? I'm giving it 80-90% with a 10% no because maybe God has different plans for me.

As of now, instead of moping of being single, I will take advantage of the opportunities I have now. I hope the LORD uses me more and more for His Kingdom (even when I'm married!) go on missions trips, do regular travel, also strengthen my relationship with the LORD and I hope to blossom into a confidant and mature woman. Right now, I'm kind of stuck of being girl and womanhood (I know, Britney Spears song!)

I'm still trying to figure it all out but I think with my faith in the LORD, I will trust Him more to help me out along the way!

But as for the guy, here's what I want:

1. A Christian. Someone who truly LOVES the LORD.
2. A Best Friend. Someone who wants to spend time with you. Wants to do stuff with you.
3. Smile. Someone you're excited to see and hang out with.

What I don't want:
1. Someone who says he is a "christian" but really isn't. Someone who doesn't really care for the LORD.
2. A Flirt. Someone who is not looking for anything serious. Won't even consider the idea of being with me.
3.  Arguing. I know there will be arguments, but not the constant bickering and insults.

So, like I said, I am praying about it and I know God's great plans for me!

I am finishing up (AGAIN) Enchanted and listening to "Kiss Me...."

I am sorry if I'm driving ya'll crazy!

Goodnight,

Faith.