I just wanna be ok....today!

hi!

Well, a small seizure setback on Sunday. Sadly, no driving for six months.

Work is going well. I am working a lot and I was pretty tired from last week. I work 9-1 Monday and work 8-4:30 tomorrow. I work Friday (not sure what hours though; pending) and Saturday 2-6. I'm a little for the grand opening because it will be a zoo! Hopefully, everybody buys everything and we can get stuff from the stockroom and put it on display!

Well, at work, there's this guy named Joe and he almost looks like an old crush named Jared. Extremely tall (6'4) jelled blonde hair, except Jared had blue eyes, while Joe has brown. Anyway, he's a visual supervisor, who knows my name already (even though he deals with 130 + employees just at my store alone) and is really nice. Though, I was trying to look for something and asked if I needed something, I mumbled, and I acted like a fourteen year old girl.

Now, I don't think he won't ask me on a date and I believe he will go back to his store (why he's there, Idk; we have our own visual supervisor)

So...yeah....work is good. the driving situation is dealable....and I haven't gone insane....yet! lol.

Okay, goodnight!

Faith.

Enchanting to meet you...

hi!

Cannot wait for my Sunday to start. Going to church then going to eat yummy Chinese food and see the Vow. Awesomness with Stef, Janelle, Beth, and hopefully Becky Jo and Emily!

Anyway, busy week ahead. 23.50 hours at work all day shifts, an art test and a draft due Monday (been done for weeks)

So....well, I am tired...so excited....

bye!

Faith.

change of plans

hi!

Well, movie did not happen; Stef is sick and Jason worked late. It's a good thing because I have work at 8am. I need to get up at 6, leave the latest at 7:20. I was only going to work till 12, but they asked me to work till 2:30. Brightside is more time to do elearning, downside is, I hope they have somebody else for welcome desk....hated it! Dumb phone system!

Well....umm, it's almost 1am. I am going to regret this at 6am, and well....

Tutoring went well. I hope Professor likes this paper a lot because I worked my butt off on it.

Um.....nothing too else knew. After work, I will work last minute details on paper, study for art history, and.....read...hopefully I can! Big bang is on too.

well, off to go to sleep....

'night. Faith.

we dance....

hi!

Work was complicated. First, I did an hour and a half training, then they sent me up to the welcome desk where I did nothing for almost two hours, except a couple of calls. Which, was complicated....but at least I got paid and they weren't over the top angry.

Tomorrow I work in the evening, which I'll learn the stuff I watched but mostly forgot. Well, I remembered the basics, like colors, size, and style, but the machine....umm...umm...

Tuesday I train again.....

Wednesday, we watch Star Trek at Jason's

Thursday....Friday...regular days....Saturday, I hope I work, Sunday, I hope I don't so I can see the vow with the ladies....

Anyway, I'm happy Adele won 6 grammys and beat lady gaga.....

okay, bye!

Faith.

a happy workin' song

hi!

Sadly, the snow kept me from going to line dancing, but thank goodness it has not affected me to go to work.

Fours and a half hours of computer training. I hope it goes well and the tests go well.

I have to admit, I've been thinking of pass crushes, especially one I haven't seen in nearly three years.

I met him at a youth group I was going to. At the time, he had just broke up with his ex-girlfriend. But the most special moment between us was when he was in a play at his high school. I did not want him to see me so I wasn't in the front but probably in the fifth row. It was dark but somehow, I don't know how, he spotted me in the crowd. He later thanked me for going.

Nothing ever came out and the last time I saw him was when he and I graduated from the youth group, and he gave me a disappointing look as if we could have been together at an different time. About three months later, he left to become an missionary to YWAM. He started dating his ex but it only lasted for six months since he was on the other side of the planet.

A couple of months ago (sometime between March to July) I was at Wal-Mart helping my mom put groceries away, when for some strange reason, I looked up to the phone store, and I saw him. Whether he saw me or not, I can't tell. He was straight away from me, so, I think he did. My Mom told me not to talk to him, which I later regretted. When I asked him if he was there, he said he was, but would not acknowledge that he saw me. Like I said, I don't know, since guys are oblivious.

Later, being kind of mad at him, I unfriended him. I don't regret it because, if he truly cared, he would have come up to me and been like "hey!"

I have concluded that if a guy doesn't think I'm his equal, then he's not worth it.

Anyway, I need to go!

Faith.

Peponi (200th post)!

hi!

This is the 200th post! Wow....

Well, tonight I'm line dancing with awesome peoples. I've never been to this one but I'm sure there's lots more people, then I'm sleeping over at Stef's for church, then I leave for work 1-5:30. It's all E-Learning too, yuck. But hopefully, it all goes well and training will run smoothly.

In other news? hunger games is addicting, art 101 is boring as mud. English is English, the piano guys are amazing, and I'm in an lazy mood.

Well, talk to you later!

PS. "Peponi" is the Swahili word for "Paradise"

Bye, Faith.

training...2

hi!

Training went well. It was super boring but I'm excited for the job; I will be doing all types of stuff, including cashier. I'm super excited to actually work. Sunday I work four and a half hours on a computer....yuck :(


Praise the LORD! I finally figured out the lock for work!!!! :D I kept doing it wrong....I have a safe place to put stuff in :)

Today...just cleaning and finishing up art....draft for ENG due the 20th (which is done and corrected once) and an art test between the week of the 20th and 25th.

I need to finish Hunger Games too...halfway there!

Anyway, bye!

training....

hi!

Tonight I train for my new job. I'm nervous but excited and I hope to do well at it.

Tutor told me the draft was really good; I just need to organize it.

Saw Hoodwinked Tuesday and then played monopoly deal, which is ten times better than monopoly even though I was losing.

I finished watching Christy, which only lasted two seasons, sadly. No good clean tv ever since then. But the book is coming! I bought it :)


Because of it, I want to go to TN. Do you know there are still mission groups who help people similar with Christy? It's called Big Creek Missions. Though, in this case, people are okay getting free stuff, (I think) back then, they refused, so Christy came up with all different types of stuff, like trading.

Don't know if she should have went with the doctor or the preacher; spiritually and physically (good looks), she's on the same level with David, but emotionally, intellectually, she's on the same level with Neil. If you only put the two together, you get Deil! haha, lol.

okay, off to get ready for today!

Bye, Faith.

wow....

hi!

Good news! I got a job at Kohls! YAYAYA!

I am surprised because I went to their job fair a month and they interviewed 1,000 people.

I only have 56 words for a draft not due for two weeks! I thought it was due next week but yay!

I thankful for the LORD! He has blessed me soo much and words cannot match His blessing!

I am glad I work mostly evenings because I can go to church and get involved with different stuff on Sundays!

Tuesday is movie night, Wednesday is the tutor, training on Thursday :). I will get my homework done tonight :)

Bye!

Blessings, Faith.

350 words...

hi!

Good news! I only have 35o words left...then I am done with the first draft!

Anyway, tomorrow is superbowl Sunday, which I tried to get peoples together but sadly, people either are going elsewhere or don't care :(

Good news! I might have an interview Tuesday with Turkey Hill! I hope it goes well and I can get the job, and earn money for stufff....plus I can walk...not drive to work!

Well....nothing else new....usual stufff.....

Okay off to finish 350 words!

Bye, Faith.

A Rose For Emily

hi!

Well, I am working on this short story essay for English, but it's been hurting my head, however I know if I get the 900 word rough draft done for the tutor, we can fix it before the actual draft is due (50 points for the draft!) besides this essay, I have been doing well with the quizzes and journals, having an 93.52! Art is okay; right now it is only discussion, but I do have an 50 multiple choice, fill in the blank, and short essay (I think) I need to take the week between 20th-25th.

I have applied to Turkey Hill. If I get hired, it's close and will save on gas. Hopefully, I can get newer car (less than 15 years old) by September for school.

I've been praying...and if the LORD helps get the job at Turkey Hill, it's blessing to have a job. Though my job would be my boss, (she's assistant manager) and the co-workers are not the best, sadly, one of the best decided to go to college, but there's a couple more who are good too.


Anything else? Trying to get a LOFT superbowl party but sadly, no one seems to want to host it. Maybe I can spend the day with either Janelle or Stef since Jason's a party pooper ;)

only 650 words till I'm done! I'm in part 2 of the Hunger Games #1 book. I'm excited for it and to see it! Jennifer Lawrence is awesome!

Okay, bye!

Faith.

selling my soul....

hi!

I had such a great time tonight! Janelle and I went shopping around, where I tried on a dress that was a little short but was awesome anyway!

Then we ate at zoup! which is similar to a panera bread. Best chicken pot pie soup evar!

Then we saw the movie, which was excellent!

The four of us crammed into a small photo booth but it was great getting our pictures taken!

Well, the reason for the title is, tomorrow, I am applying for a job at a gas station. The upside it's really close to my house so I would not waste gas, but I don't want to work there, but I realize, a job's a job, so I will apply for an office job at school or in the area around school.

I am tired beyond belief; tomorrow I hand the application and go out lunch with Helen. Thank goodness homework and I can focus on essay #1. Hopefully, I can get a good grade!

Goodnight!

Faith.

The Descedants....

hi!

Today was movie night! cannot wait to hang out with Janelle, Stef, and Jason.

I've been thinking about how my heart has been turn to stone with the whole Ben thing. I wish somebody could have told me earlier his reputation for flirting. He's also a fooler; he is nicer when you first meet him, but can be insulting when you get to know him. I'm sure when he left for PSU, he wasn't sad about me or has thought about since going back. Probably happy with his ladies at his college group *rolls eyes* anyway, thank goodness we never date, just wish I would have seen the first warning sign (not caring it was my birthday)

There were new guys who came to loft and they were pretty cute and nice. I ran into one guy who I had not seen in over 8 years. I met him at a home-school group, but then my family left in 2004 because....well, lots of reason.

When I saw him, I was surprised but I did not say anything. I'm not sure if he recognized me or not...we'll see how this plays out.

I found out Friday that Matt knows my dad's a pastor, which there's only two people I know who would tell him: Jason and Bob JR with the latter being most likely.

I had a privacy conversation about nepotism months with him, so, if it was him, then I am miffed at him more. Heaven forbid I challenge him and talk to his girlfriend

Anyway, need to go to the tutor, then meeting Janelle at church, zoup! and the Descendants with her, Jason, and Stef! Excited!

Bye!

Faith.