We need each other...

Hey you guys!

Some thoughts and struggles I'm going through:

I've always loved people. I love hanging out and meeting new people. But sometimes I really hate people because I love them, I know strange. I am very sensitive to point where if somebody doesn't say on facebook or public, it makes me sad.

Last year was rough. Most of you know it, and I had several friends who left me hanging there. Not even once did I get asked "How are you?" now, they still don't. Another one of my friend's was writing on my other friends, and I write on her's how I wanted her to write on mine, and she was like "oh, have a good day." Another friend of mine left me for another friend, and we haven't been friends since. I struggle with a deep sense of a lot of acquaintances, but no real friends.

However that's not always the case:

My friend Kourtney and I have become really close in the last couples we've known each other. Since she worked with Rachel, I got to see her a lot, while they hung out at my house. Now, I go down to her house, meet Levi, and have a good time. It's pretty sweet. I also attended a young adult youth group, where people were friendly and not catty, and it was great.

I have some friends at school I hang out with. Two in particular are Pete and Judy. Pete and I have a strange, but interesting friendship. Judy and I are good friends, and sadly, I have classes tuesdays and thursdays, and she has classes Monday and Wednesday.

My buddy I haven't seen since late March is Crystal. I can't wait to see her Sunday and have a good time, and I'm going to attend youth group there, which is pretty sweet.


Elizabeth has been another mother to me ever since I was 13, and I am blessed to know her. I realize there many great people, but I can't write about them all, because I realize I am blessed!

There are great people around me, but because I kind of live in the middle of nowhere, it's hard to go places. But I know many great people, and yes, as a human being, I focus on the dark gloomy stuff, instead of the blessings God has blessed me. I do wish a lot the people I knew who are very smart, funny, and talented would be interested in me, but I guess life runs, right? But I am glad God has blessed me with people and I can't wait to meet people in the summer and fall.

The title is from Sanctus Real's "We need each other" pretty sweet song and band.